12th June 2007,
5.00pm Tuesday. :PP Yeah, been So SO long didn't update my blogs. Life is just so so busy. Or maybe didn't really 'make' time for blogging. Was thinking better not to delay anymore, or else will forgotten what I wanna mark on my journey throughout the months.
Today I created a door-sign: "SORRY...REAL BUSY, DO NOT DISTURB" and hang it on my door. Yeah, got to do that, or else too many people to entertain, my work will not get done. Work is alright, today I received a call from someone saying that my ex-boss will be joining Mount Miriam this Monday, and will be the Head of Pharmacy there. At that point when hearing such news, am pretty threaten, am afraid he will pull my staff to join Mt Miriam, but after thinking a while, I don't think my staff will join there. I am proudly said Gleneagles is a very good company, much better benefit compared to other company, and moreover I'm such a good boss. Right?! I think many will agree with me on that. :PP
Magdalene has hand over her resignation letter. She confirmed leaving the coming Sept 9th or even earlier, and I will be interviewing another gal this coming Friday. She's previously working as Regulatory Pharmacist with Bayer with Managerial Position, and now applying here. And furthermore, she's much older than me. Quite scare, a thought comes in, that she may threathen my position here. Oh...how foolish Shirley can be, thinking such things, an insult to God, insecurity? Position? Oh, I should look to God, He is the rewarder of all things. I'm secure in Him, and in Him alone. Gonna take hold of that.
Just now my coursemate called, she thought I'm gonna resign. I told her no, it's wrong rumour. I will still stay, until when? I really don't know, until when? What is my future like? What I'm gonna be doing 10 years down the road? What is my plan maybe 5 years from now? Oh...I really don't know. I am doing my best in work, in family, in church. Other than that, I really don't know.
My future is in Your Hands Lord. I claim on Your promises, You always have a good plan for me, to prosper me and not to harm me, to give me hope and future. I commit my desires to You, nothing less than Your best. I hold on to You, knowing every good and perfect gift is from You, and Yours is the best, nothing less than Your best. Lord, I'm not gonna give my soul to another..only You deserve my highest praise.
